2.20.13 - Day #8
My mood: Tired!! I actually took a nap today. I was running all day so when I finally sat down it was over. I am happy to report that I have been making my 3:00 am wake up calls.:-) During the day overall, I felt good and really in tune with what I needed to get done. I didn't have any tummy issues today! Praise God!LOL
Devotions:
Joel Osteen
Bishop Timothy J. Clarke
Revelations/Lessons/Thoughts: Today was a day where I felt like I had nothing more to give. I was exhausted from running all over the place. Energy has not been my friend during this fast. I get very tired towards the end of the day. It seems like every time I hit this tired wall is when everyone needs a kind word, a hug, a smile or a scripture to hold on to. I always start with this feeling of dread. Wondering where I am going to find the ability to step out of myself.
But just like clock work every time God has renewed me. But not only just a renewal but also he gives me an anointing. A word in the bible I call upon or just some kind words to say. My mom always told me that what makes you special is on the inside. I get it now! It's the spirit that never grows weary.
It's the spirit that drags the flesh along when it wants to quit. It's the spirit that says hold up Renard God needs to use you! Every morning I pray to God to let me be blessing or share a word and everyday he grants my request. Even when I am exhausted, even when I feel like I don't have enough. My spirit still longs to please the Lord! How awesome is that!
Godspeed,
Nard
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